Happy New Year???

If you would have asked me a month ago what I would be doing for New Year's, this would be the LAST thing I would have replied. I'm trapped in Black Mountain. Literally. I CAN'T LEAVE...basically my mom dragged Polly, Jack, and me up here yesterday morning. It wouldn't have been bad, EXCEPT there is snow everywhere. And I'm not talking pretty white and fluffy snow. I'm talking week-old, brown, and icy sludge. It is gross. You can't walk without slipping, and the roads are still pretty messy, making going places and doing things next to impossible. And of course, I don't have the shoes for it...Also, for some reason, there seems to be a shortage of food in the house. Ever since I've gotten here my stomach has been complaining about being empty. So, no food, ice encrusted land, and nothing to do except sit inside and stare into space....Yup. Don't you wish you were up her enjoying THIS New Years Eve bash??? Yeah, I thought not. But as I sit here on the couch, counting down the hours until I rush back home to civilization, I can't help but feel blessed by the presence of my grandparents and cousins here with us. At least they're miserable right here beside me! We've been talking about our resolutions for this year, and I realized I don't have one yet....is that bad? I just don't even know where to start. This next year holds so much promise, and so much change. I really don't know what to expect- college stuff starting, senior year starting, looking more into the future than ever before. So, I suppose, this year I go forward without a concrete resolution (not that I won't strive to live up to my God given potential, you know what I mean), but instead look forward with hope and anticipation- My first hope? Getting out of the mountains without going crazy! (insert aggravated scream here) And to all my friends who are headed to some killer parties tonight, think of me when that clock strikes 12. I wish you all a very Happy New Year!

p.s.- don't you love the virtual piano I added to this blog? Its your late Christmas present. Enjoy!

Movies in Review

The countdown is on- only 5 more days of Christmas vacation. 5 more blissful days of no responsibility, sleeping late, and not killing myself over homework. Ah well, all good things must come to an end I suppose. But really- this break has been better than just "good" so far. I've had tons of time to relax. I've read a ton of books, drunk wayyy to much Starbucks, and caught up on some tv I've missed. And of course, I've watched a boat-load of sweet movies. And, since I'm such an avid movie buff, I thought I'd just share what I thought about a few of them. Enjoy!

"Me and Orson Welles"- Not many people know about this movie. And to be honest, I think thats a shame. I went into the theatre with low expectations about the film, and was pleasantly surprised. This film is a MUST SEE for all theatre kids ( esp. Act One members), since the story revolved around a production of a Shakespeare. If your not fluent in Shakespearean verse, or in theatre lingo, I can see where this film would be a stretch for you. But the movie itself is a visual treat, set in the heart of New York. Zac Efron did a nice job in the film, although the stand out star in my book was Christian McKay (the one and only Orson!). I didn't care for Claire Danes all that much, but that may have just been due to the character she portrayed. The story was fresh, funny, and sometimes unfortunate in its circumstances. All in all- Great. Only problem? Zac's shoes...Converses were so not around back then. Trailer link below:

http://www.imdb.com/video/imdb/vi1900872985/

The Princess and the Frog- What can I say? I love Disney! And yes, I know. I'm five years old. But anyway, this cartoon had a lot to live up to, and it did not disappoint. The songs, the animation, the story- all such fun. My favorite song in the movie was "Almost There", sung by the princess at the start of the story. The only downer to the movie had to do with the villain- although he was quite the character, the voodoo performed was a bit much for the little kids in the audience. But oh well. Clip link below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAVM-vwX8Pk

Nine- Risque, raunchy, and all that jazz left members of the audience feeling like they'd been on quite the ride by the end of this movie. Rob Marshall proves yet again that he is the master of the "movical". Although not quite as funny or story driven as Chicago, this film was (in my opinion) even more beautiful technically than the Best Picture winner. The plot was simply tragic, and Marion Cotillard was SUPURB as Louisa Contini. Penelope Cruz was predictably raunchy in the film, but she nailed her song like no one else, so props to her. Already gleaning Golden Globe nominations, this film is something to talk about. * can't recommend it to boys though. Sorry! Trailer below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_5_lzags3I

Julie and Julia- Amy Adams. Meryl Streep. A cooking blog. Could you ask for anything more? I think not, friends. All in all, this movie was good fun. Although a tad slow at times, the viewer enjoyed two intertwined plot lines (both true stories!) that were each entertaining in their own way. I especially enjoyed the relationship between Julie and her husband. Talk about adorable. Only drawback? I wasn't a big fan on the end...but you'll just have to watch it for yourself to see what you think. Trailer below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjvJHsJD8ic

....and that was just a few of the movies I've watched this past week :)

The Christmas Countdown

Carrots and ranch dressing. Mozzarella sticks. SNL. Taylor Lautner. Ice Cream. "Friends"season 1-10. The Pancake House. All of these random items can only mean one thing. Yup- Maddison has officially returned from her trip to India. And of course, leave it to us to have a sleepover party in the midst of her jet-lag. So, it wasn't the most lively get-together we've ever had (we went to bed at, like, 11:30. Are we party animals, or what!?!), but it was quite the fun time. We talked a little about the trip- the next time you see her, ask her all about it! You won't be disappointed! Also, we watched some good episodes of Friends. Man, I have missed my Friends. And of course it was all topped off with a trip to the Pancake House in the morning. We were the only teenagers in there, which made us all laugh at what the rest of people our age are missing. I mean, cheap delicious pancakes= happiness. But anyway, it was a reunion for the books. Welcome Home Maddison!

...On another note, ITS CHRISTMAS EVE. And it is simply magical at the Hilton house. Jack is so excited he's about to bust. And Polly and I have just spent an hour making the most fantastic gingerbread house of all time. The Grinch is playing on tv, and my mom is out scrambling to get presents. Yes, Friends, this is Christmas. And then at 5:00 we have our service at Elevation. To be honest, I'm more excited about that than tomorrow...We have a ton of family coming in, and there is bound to be some amazing food. Ah, the holiday season. It truly is, "The most wonderful time of the year!"

The "Bill" Factor

So, last night, I had the immense pleasure of spending the evening with the Junior Class Discilpeship Group for a Christmas cookie and movie party. Our fabulous group of girls had a wonderful time eating, and decorating and talking nonstop- so kudos to our leaders on the party! But anyway, since it was a Christmas party, it was only fitting for us to watch a Christmas themed movie. Our Choice? "Elouise at Christmastime" aka. my all-time favorite Christmas movie. I know what your thinking- Claire is officially 6 years old and has the movie taste of a rock. Well, watch it, THEN judge. I mean, all the girls at the party LOVED it. And that got me to thinking. "Why is it that we love such a simple childs movie so much?" And thats when I figured it out. The secret to the movie is the "Bill Factor." Let me get you up to speed- This movie follows Elouise as she tries to get her best friend, Bill the waiter, and the hotel heiress, Rachel to get together. But as any good romance is, the situation is complicated. Now, I'm not here to spoil plots, only commentate. So, as I was saying- The character of Bill is so very special in the film. Because as I watched last night, I realized that Bill is real. He isn't a vampire, or a werwolf; a multi-million dollar doctor, or a rich buisnessman that lives in Alaska. He is just a waiter at the plaza with a big heart for the people he loves. He's the type of person that you would want to be with just because he is pure quirky fun. And also, in the movie, Bill is chilverous (Helping Rachel with her coat, giving her a hand down from the piano/stage...) and genuinely more concerned about other people's happiness than his own. He is funny, bold, and very patient with kids. And to top it off, he can sing and dance his bright red socks off. All he needs now is an accent, and he would literally be perfect! Now of course, Bill's character wouldn't be so loveable if it weren't for the talent behind him. He is played by one of the most talented, spirited, and amazing Broadway actors of all time, Gavin Creel. Gavin is able to bring this character to life on so many levels. I'm sure many of you are asking, what is the pointof talking about this- and actually, I have several. First, it goes to show the joy a simple kids movie can bring. Second, it goes to show that regular guys are pretty nifty after all. And Third, and most importantly, girls would be much better off looking for their own Bill in the world verses dating the jerk or the vampire. And you can take THAT to the bank!

Tis the Season

I SURVIVED!!! Exams are over, papers are done, and I'm on break! Seriously, though- it is the best feeling in the world. Currently, I'm sitting by the Christmas tree in my house enjoying some hot chocolate and being totally unproductive. I know! Its like I jumped right off of a hallmark card. Its raining/sleeting outside. Not necessarily the most magical weather, but they have forecasted snow for next week, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed... Gosh, I just love Christmas. This time of year is truly special. Not only is it time to celebrate the birth of Jesus, my king, but also its a time for family, friends, and just pure celebration. Now before you throw up from the over-exuding glee coming from this particular blogger, consider the source. I JUST got onto Christmas Vacation. So just give me a break, ok? Play along. Go grab yourself a big cup of coca, turn on pandora to the holiday music stream, and go sit by the Christmas tree...if that doesn't turn you" Merry and Bright", than nothing will. You might as well be called Scrooge.

A Giving Heart

Its been a few days since I've posted, but what can I say? Its been crazy here in the Hilton house with everything going on. So, do not fear blog readers! I am still alive...in fact I am alive and kickin' after today's 32 meeting. For those of you that don't know, a few junior girls including myself started a club at the beginning of the year that challenges CCS students to live for Christ everyday. It includes accountability, outreach (both in and out of school), and lots of other good stuff based on Job 32. If your really curious, read it! But anyway, as far as today goes- at last weeks meeting, I called the group with the lesson of patience and also asked members to donate money to a local-ish charity called Heartworks. And to be honest, I didn't have a clue what would happen. Because, if we're being honest, its the holidays. Money is flowing into presents, trips, and of course the necessary Starbucks run. So I was very proud/excited/uplifted when our group donated a good amount of money today at our follow up meeting. I mean, these kids in 32 really get it- they totally acknowledge the reason for the season and gave with open hearts. I am so humbled by the giving spirits of people who haven't even volunteered at Heartworks personally. I just know the money is going to go to a good cause, and CAN'T WAIT to give it to them. But really, it was such an uplifting thing, especially on a day that wasn't necessarily the best. So I hope that you have been inspired by the self-less-ness of my awesome peers like I have been today. And Happy Friday :)

Merry Christmas?

Its that time again! Hot chocolate. Gingerbread houses. The same 8 songs playing on a loop on the radio. Stores looking all pretty. Candles in the window. Commercials all involve Santa. Snow is practically tangible in the air. Yes my friends, the holidays are practically upon us. And I am so excited! But wait...the early present? End of term projects. End of term performances. Correction deadlines. Forms that need signing. Exam review guides. Last minute learning. Tests. Quizzes. PSAT scores. Essays....yeah. Merry Christmas.

A Story in Three Parts

"Dear John, There's so much I want to say to you, but I'm not sure where I should begin. Should I start by telling you that I love you?"... since I'm sure you have been to the movies in the past few weeks, I know you have probably seen the trailer for the new film "Dear John" coming out sometime this next year. Over the break, I decided to read the book that this future film was based on while in the mountains. Having now finished the book, I have mixed feelings about the movie that is coming out. I honestly don't know if it will be able to capture the tale that Nicholas Sparks penned. All in all, the novel is a typical Sparks- good and emotional, like all of his other novels. But with "Dear John" it was all to real for me. Although on a deeper level, "Dear John" presented a relationship that I had seen before at times in my life and the lives of my friends/family. There was one point where I had to put the book down and walk away I was so angry with the situation being presented. I could relate to both John and Savannah in the story at different points, which, in many ways, made it hard to read. The story follows a relationship in three parts: The beginning, middle, and end. The reader is made aware of this on the first pages of the prologue- so you've been warned! Anyway, the story in its entirety was heartbreakingly beautiful, although not at all the way you imagined it to be... Not gonna lie, the end got a tad bit soap-opera-ish for me. So now, as I sit here thinking about it, I really wish that fictional characters could talk. Because if they could, I would ask John one question. "Knowing what you do now, about how this would all pan out, would you do it again?"...as you can see, this book struck a chord with me. You should read it and see what I'm talking about.

My Crazy Family

I cannot think of a more peaceful place to be than the mountains. Polly, my mom and I got a chance to sneak up here for the last few days of break, and as always, its like heaven! A very chilly, windy heaven! But anyway, since I neglected to update earlier- Happy Belated Thanksgiving. I hope all of you ate so much delicious turkey that you went up a pant size. I'm sure I'll see you all in the gym soon...But anyway, I love Thanksgiving, and this year was up there with the awesome ones. The food was great, the company was awesome (I love me some Cousin movie outings!) and the Macy's Parade was pretty good as well. But, being the party animals that we are, we're STILL celebrating up here in the mountains. We've been visiting with some of my mom's extended family, and having a wonderful time. And I just gotta say- I have got some of the coolest family members ever. One particular cousin ( who is up here with his wife and kids) that I haven't seen in forever was just telling me of some of his crazy exploits including starting MTV europe, meeting Madonna, living in an apartment across from Janet Jackson, being held hostage at gunpoint in another country, and his former escapades as a model. He also mentioned his decorating stint in Barbara Strisand's house, and his many trips to Italy...I know by now your eyes are bulging out of your head and you think I've made all of this up. But no. I'm not kidding. He has proof...I mean I knew he was a world traveler, but really? Madonna? But thats not the only crazy one- I also learned of another cousin at Thanksgiving that is a professional ballerina. I mean, wow! On one hand, I'm amazed, but on the other hand, astonished that I knew so little about my extended family. Long story short, if your around any of your family this week, don't pass up the chance to have a conversation. You never know what you'll find out. But anyway, its been great up here in the mountains- been writing, reading (more on THAT tomorrow), and relaxing. All and all, it seems to be exactly what I needed.

For Your Consideration: Number 3!

Recent Findings-

Currently: sitting on the couch anticipating movie night.

Favorite new snack food: Dibs ( but only the plain chocolate covered ones. No crunch please)

Favorite upscale snack food: A "turtle' desert bar from Dean & Deluca. So good!!!

Current musical muse: "Songs for A New World" Cd, and Regina Spektor music.

America's unhealthy obsession: Twilight: New Moon, and Taylor Lautners abs!

Good Film: Twilight: New Moon... and NOT because of the abs.

Annoying fact: That I have a math project over Thanksgiving break. I mean, REALLY?

Shocking Fact: There is a shortage of Eggo Waffles. What?

Thanksgiving anticipation: Macys. Day. Parade.

Unusual yet true occurrence: Crying in public.

Thing I refuse to do: sing while playing rock band.

Christmas Wish: ipod, please.

Exciting happenings: Rehearsals, 10 days of school till Christmas Break, and mountain trip.

Thankful For: Friends, Family, and Food.

Quote:"Have you ever heard a joke so many times you've forgotten why it's funny? And you heard it again and suddenly it's new. You remember why do you love it in the first place." - Big Fish

Birthday Brother

Today was Jack's 8th birthday- GASP! He's getting so big! Needless to say, the house was abuzz all day with festivities celebrating my little brother-from birthday foods, to a pirate party, staying up late. It was a blast watching Jack's little friends have an all-out battle with nurf swords, not gonna lie. But anyway, there are definitely some changes in Jack's attitude with the whole "growing a year older" thing going on. He's starting to get, well... mischievous when it comes to Polly and myself. Now that he's getting older, he's filling the shoes of the sneaky little brother a little better. And as long as he doesn't turn into the "annoying little brother" that so many of my friends complain about having, I don't mind this shift one bit. But, personally I don't think the whole annoying stage is gonna happen for two reasons- 1) there's practically a 10 year age gap. Thats enough of a difference for him to think of us as the "cool sisters". And hey, we ARE cool! :) and 2) He's just far to cute to be annoying! His current cute scenario: Mom's driving Jack home from church, and they are chatting all about Thanksgiving. Jack's talking all about his favorite foods, and mentions "yams" to be his very favorite. Then he tells my mom "There are two kinds of yams Mom, did you know that?" And when my mom asked him to elaborate, he replied in all ernest-ness "There are the ones we eat, at Thanksgiving and stuff. And then there are the ones we sing about in church." My mom must have looked blank, because then Jack broke into song- "Here I yam to worship, Here I yam to bow down..." We got quite the chuckle. And I still don't think he knows that we're not singing about yams in church...aww gotta love that kid. And since he reads this every once in a while, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER JACK!

Twilight Truths

Dear Girls of America,

Edward and Jacob are not real. As much as we all wish they were, they are not. So no- Edward is not going to come knock on your door and whisk you off your feet, and no he's not going "bite you" either. And Jacob? Nope. A werwolf isn't gonna be running around your house anytime soon. So, please. Don't get out of hand. The characters in the movie? Yeah, totally actors. The characters they portray don't even reflect their behavior in real life. Think about that before you swoon. "Twilight" is JUST A STORY- a good one, true, but still...not real. Please try and realize this and control your obsession. Because although its fun to get excited about a movie, FREAKING OUT about it is a tad bit over the top...Ok. Thanks for remembering this through the rest of this whole "vampire craze".

Love,

The Realistic Fan :)

Finding the Fierce

"Fierce- An indefinable state of being that depicts the high point of being fabulous." Any Project Runway fans out there? I thought in light of the Project Runway season finale being tonight, it would be fitting to let my readers in on a little experiment I've been conducting. Its all about the "Fierce". Ok- A week or so ago, I bought this book by Project Runway champion Christian Sirano (Remember him? Cowboy boots, black glasses, spiked and straightened hair, and killer design sense?) called "Fierce Style". I can't really tell you why...I guess it was just because it looked entertaining and since he is, like, my favorite winner of all time...and there was the fact that it was on sale...But anyway, I bought the book and started to read. And lo and behold- I learned some stuff! Believe it or not, this fashion self-help book had some awesome points. So I decided to try some of the things Christian was talking about- like always accessorizing, and ways to change up what you have in your closet. I just wanted to see if the 5 minutes of extra effort required to follow "Fierce Style" while getting dressed in the morning was really worth it...turns out, it was! Not only did I get compliments on all my outfits, but I also found that I can do a lot more with the clothes I have in my closet. Not to mention, that in one situation, people took me more seriously- I mean, the usual sweatshirt and jeans don't scream "serious" to me. All in all, it gave me some new perspectives on dressing. So anyway, the experiment was a fun and smashing success. I think I'll continue reading me some "Fierce Style"...wow. I am such a nerd. But a fashionable nerd, none the less.

"Hit Him!" With an Argument

So, new found fact about Claire Hilton- I can really debate. I know, shocking. "How did you make this astounding revelation?" you may ask. Well, let me inform you! This week in Bible class, we are doing a debate project in regards to Calvinism v. Arminianism. Now right off the bat I'll just tell you that I'm not totally sold on either belief in its entirety. But then again, we're not done learning about it yet. But anyway, I was assigned to debate the "free will" side of Arminianism. And to be honest, I was freaking out about the whole debate prospect. This was a first time experience (debating until a winner is decided), so I honestly had no clue how I would do. I was so very scared of freezing on the spot. But thankfully that did NOT happen. Actually, it was quite the opposite. I guess you could say, I got passionate about the argument. It was really funny- I shot down a TON of points, and basically ended the debate by making the other side admit to free will in regards to choice. I think half the kids in my class that are on the opposite side hate me now. After we finished, my teacher laughed, since at school I'm perceived as the more "chill" twin. I don't think anyone was expecting the quick, pointed attitude out of me. I certainly wasn't. So, long story short, I found a new talent! Now, how much good it'll do me- I don't know. But all my mom's been saying since I told her is "Destination: Law School!" Ha. Yeah Right. Like that'll ever happen.

And Then There's Joy

"My joy is not determined by what happens to me, but by what Christ is doing in me and through me." Isn't that great? I can't even count how many times that I have said that this past week and a half. I'll be honest- not having the best moments of my life, these past two weeks. I won't bore you with the morbid facts of "Claire's Tragic Escapades" in life (oh, don't you love my dramatics?), but lets just say these days have not gone down as "good" in my book. Stress, tears, anger, the whole nine yards are in there somewhere or another... And yet, as I look back on them, I see that 1) they could be a WHOLE LOT worse, and 2) There were some definite "positives" peppered in here and there. Thanks to Elevation's "Joy Genome" series, I was reminded that keeping a positive attitude can be quite the cure all to a situation that isn't ideal. Not gonna lie, its a total God thing that this happened to be the series we've been covering right now...oh the divine timing. But anyway, I can't tell you how excited I am about all thats going on- with school, family, extra curricular stuff- All of it! Because the way I see it, God must really be doing some big things in my life! And that alone is an ample reason for joy, don't you think? And in case you missed it, I'd suggest going online and checking out the sermon videos of this series. Its one you won't want to miss out on.

Breath In, Breath Out

Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale... Breatheeeee. Count to three, and relax. This week. Well, this week has been insane. Quite the roller-coaster of emotions. I had the stress of auditions/callbacks/callbacks x2 for our school musical this week, which can singlehandedly drain a human of all sanity. And by the way, the cast list still isn't up. Just FYI. Then, I had a funeral to attend Wednesday, which was so incredible (over 1000 people were there. What a testimony!) yet so very sad as well. And then there was the whole homework thing I had to accomplish. Needless to say, it wasn't the most relaxing rainy week I've ever had. From the moment Monday came around, I could barely catch my breath. Only now, after a Saturday full of ballet, shopping, and homework am I able to post anything. All I can say, is that I hope this doesn't turn into a trend...

Long-Ness

I've noticed something. Most of my posts are long. I guess I'm just a rambling person. But I'm not gonna apologize because its MY blog. And I can write however long or however short I wish. The End. :)

Facebook Facts

I have a problem...well, its not necessarily a problem, but more of a distraction. FACEBOOK. Yup, this cyber communication site is starting to turn into an obsession for me. Why? Let me just tell you why- the people who invented facebook must be serious creepers, because facebook is literally the ULTIMATE stalking device. Status updates, live news feeds, and continuous photo album and video updates make it impossible for you NOT to know what all of your friends are up to on a Wednesday night. And if the nosey-ness doesn't draw you to the site, there's the whole application thing. Little games, quizzes, or surveys that have "time killer" written all over them. And I swear, if I get another "Farmville" invitation, so help me I will hurt whoever sent it! No not really...Personal application weaknesses: Pieces of flair, Social interview, and "Friends" trivia. Also, the site is powerful- after all nothing in life is "official" until its "facebook official". And if thats not enough, there's Email via facebook, and groups that you can join, notes you can fill out, and things that you can "become a fan" of....it just never ends! And the real problem of it is that the site is so stinking convenient. Type in your password, and boom there it is! Your sealing the fate of several hours of your afternoon...Of course, I know it sounds like I have no life and spend my entire life on the internet. Not true. I actually multi-task while on facebook (having one window with the FB open, and then another open working on homework or blogging, or garage band), but still. Is this kind of up close and personal obsession with having to be up in other peoples business healthy? I ask you, IS IT!?!? Of course, it is good for staying connected with friends and family, and getting messages to large groups out fast...oh the pros and cons. Anyway, this post is more of an open brainstorm for myself to remember the trivial-ness of this site called facebook. But then again it could be worse- I could have a twitter ;)

The Ugly Jar

My church is the best. Like, no joke. Currently we are in the midst of working on a fast from complaining/whining/pretty much anything negative. Because as Pastor Steven reminded us that negativity is the ultimate kill-oy in our joy genomes. And I am LOVING it! Its challenging, and really eye-opening in reference to how much we all actually complain. Also, the way we're doing it is super creative- each time you complain you have to put a dollar into "The Ugly Jar". Made by the kids department at Elevation, this brown jar is sitting in the Hilton kitchen as a reminder. But in my opinion, the best part about it is that the money that is added to the Ugly Jar over this week long fast is going to a charity in downtown Charlotte. We're taking our bad mess and turning it into good- so take that Satan!!! But everyone in the family is working on this. Its been challenging, but kinda fun too. You should make your own ugly jar....it'll really surprise you how much you use it. :)

Content Reflections

I'm content. So very content...and I'm not gonna lie, I'm surprised by this current attitude of mine. I'm speaking, of course about competition this past weekend. I'll kill the suspense and just say right now that we lost. BIG time. We didn't make it to state (for the first time in, like 4 years), and a ton of the components in our shows got overlooked by the adjudicators. And the thing is, I should be mad about it. Because we did a STELLAR job this weekend. Both of our shows went off very well (12th Night, in my opinion was the best time we'd ever done it) and were well received by the audiences. The problem was, the adjudicators weren't as experienced as they have been in years passed. So, that threw a new element into the competition... And yet, I'm still happy about the result. Why? Because the two shows that won needed it more than we did. One school, CATA, has put on fabulous shows in the past, but has never been quite up to the judges standards to win. This year they got the prize, and I literally couldn't be prouder or happier for their school! Although I was unable to see their show, "The Good War", they earned a win over these past years. I know they'll represent very well. The other school that went on is the opposite of CATA- they always go to state. They have like, a 15 year winning streak running. And the pressure for them not to break that streak was tremendous. I'm so glad that we don't have that kind of pressure to live up to... Both schools needed a win. And as I watched the schools celebrate last night, I realized that it was A-ok that we didn't get as recognized as we probably should have . Because the thing is, at CCS, our identity doesn't revolve around a win at a theatre competition. We do our shows to tell a story, and more importantly, to share a testimony. I think that in our loss, we were able to shine for Christ more than we ever have before. In my opinion, that in itself is something to be celebrated. And it's not like people didn't recognize our teams talent- we had directors and students speaking to us all day about our talent, maturity, and deep ability on stage. And everyone appreciates a good compliment. Anyway, all this to say, that I couldn't be more proud of our teams efforts at competition, and can't wait to see what all goes down the rest of the year. Because now with this extra time on our hands, I'm sure something epic is in store...oh but one more thing- those of you that weren't able to attend the festival this weekend really missed out- There were some great sets, and great costumes, and good "guesstures" going on :)

Competition Has Come

Oh man...Ready or not. Here it comes. The moment we've been working so hard for. COMPETITION WEEK. Thats right, ladies and gentlemen, Act One leaves for regionals at 6:30 Friday morning. Its crazy, I know. It feels like its been a marathon to get to this point- what with our competition weekend getting switched, the whole losing a week of practice thing, and sudden outbreaks of sickness among team members (including swine flu! Thank God for hand sanitizer) its a miracle we've made it to this point. We still have a few more practices before its show time, which is a big plus as far as prep is concerned. Anyway, just wanted to check in and let all you avid readers know whats going on! And looking ahead, I think competition could go either way- really awesome, or not so great....but we're all gonna have fun with it no matter the outcome. Because thats all you can really do. P.S- could use some prayer this weekend! We'll be the only Christian school representing at this competition. Talk about a ministry opportunity!

Preoccupation

I've noticed something. And it bothers me. ALOT. Our community is preoccupied. With todays world of social activity and technology, whether it be ipods, cell phones, laptops, radio, or whatever, no one ever just listens to people talk anymore. Its infuriating. Maybe its just me, but every time I open my mouth to say something it feels like I'm interrupted by someone having to "tweet that" or "finish this song" or "talk to someone more important than you at THIS VERY SECOND". Another common occurrence in my day to day is this- I'll be talking to someone, and then out of nowhere, they'll just turn their backs and rush off to see or talk to someone else. Why? Because people are in their own little universes, and can't be put off track by what you have to say. We are so absorbed with multi- tasking and staying busy, that we miss so much. I don't think anyone has heard a word I've said for the past several months- and those of you that sit down and read blogs, well, your the exception to this rule. But the rest of you that happen to stumble across this- I know exactly what your thinking: "Who is she to talk? She probably does the same thing." And you're absolutely right. But due to my current circumstances, I haven't had an ipod in 4 months, and texting is a rarity for me. And thats when I made this little realization, and I vowed to try to do better about being so caught up. And the funny thing was, as I tried I realized the full impact of the situation. Because when you try to get a sentence out 8 times and can't because no one cares to come out of their own little universe and listen, then you know we're getting towards rock bottom. So, say hello to people tomorrow- Don't just pass them by. And keep tweeting to a minimum. And think twice before blowing off someone trying to have a conversation with you....you never know. It could end up being exactly what you need to hear.

The Family Blessing

Every fall, the Haigler family ( Thats mom's side. Hence the other last name) all come up to Charlotte for "the annual family reunion". We all joke and say its to earn our "Family 15", because all we ever do is talk and eat. Really thats it- three days of concentrated gluttony. And can I just say, no family can do it up like the Haigler clan. We're talking smoked Alaskan salmon and shrimp from Uncle Dane from Alaska, fresh blueberry crumble made with mountain blueberries, turnips, grilled chicken and pulled pork brought in from Spoons, my mom's pasta salad, hash brown casserole that gives the Cracker Barrel a run for its money, mountain cheese grits, potato salad, Coconut cake, Swiss chocolate cake, Etc. Etc. Etc! All in one glorious weekend... But the eating isn't totally uncalled for, because the reason we get together is far more important- Each year, we get together to celebrate my great grandmother- we called her Mudder. She died a few years ago, but it is truly a life worth celebrating- she was 96!!! So, needless to say, the weekend is always full of funny stories about a lady who I spent most of my child hood with. Also, this year we had even more to celebrate- a sweet lady who has been very special to our family- Annie May, my great grandmother's best friend and housekeeper- just turned 95! So it was a celebration/birthday bash!!! I'm sitting here on the couch surrounded by all my family, some of whom I don't even know, and I'm feeling super loved. Because, not many families are blessed with the chance to get together every year like we are. And for the most part, we all get along so well! Its just been a weekend full of laughs (thanks to Uncle Bob), secrets (thanks to the cousins!), and smiles from everyone. The party's about to wind down I think...sad. But I guess I'll just have to look forward to next year even more now! So, even though I'm about to bust from all the food and fun, I'm also chock full of joy. God is so good :)

Costume Help!

As it turns out, I'm gonna end up having a Halloween after all- I'm going to a party that requires costumes thats not actually on Halloween. YAY! This holiday isn't gonna be a total bust now...but this leaves me with a very serious question- What am I going to be for this costume party? I've got a few ideas, but I'm totally open to suggestions. After all, I love Halloween, and a fabulous costume is an absolute must. Here are my ideas so far-

• Dress up as Emma from "Glee". The pros of dressing up as Emma are that I wouldn't have to buy much, and I have the haircut and green eyes to match. But on the other hand, I wonder if anyone would get it...hmm
• Dress up as a "Mouseketeer". Pros? It would be easy- I have the mickey ears! Cons? Kinda boring.
• Dress up as a hippie. Gotta love the boho hippie style, and I'm loving "Hair: The Musical" right now, so it fits...can't think of a con of this one.

Anyway, thats what I've got so far...but none seem quite right. So enthusiastic blog readers- HELP!

For Your Consideration Part 2

Recent Findings:

Song I Love: "Haven't Met You Yet" by Michael Buble

Snack Of Choice: Chocolate Covered Pretzels

Sad Realization: No Halloween for me, thanks to Act 1 competitions....*sigh

Literary readings: Little Women... Kinda have to, for school.

Current Excitement: Oppertunities arising that I didn't necessarily see coming- Will they work out? Ehhh I don't know. But you know what I love, love, love about it? The chance to learn. That in itself is a blast...yeah, such a nerd, I know.

Drink of Choice: Hot peach tea with honey. mmmm...

Current Favorite Pastime: Spontaneous movie parties.

Anticipating: Glee tonight, decisions to be made, auditions...Christmas :)

Movie Surprise: The Proposal. Surprisingly good- rent it!

Frustration: Missing school tomorrow because of French.

Disappointment: Maddison missing school because of ISS (totally kidding- not about the ISS part, just about the disappointment! I'm not THAT disappointed...)

Tasks at hand: Create a bulletin board that is sheer brilliance for the fine arts building.

Growing trend: Blogging! Its true! so many friends of mine are new bloggers. YAY!

Current Quote: " We are all programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he likes you."- He's Just Not That Into You

Outlook on life: Hopeful

No Biz Like Showbiz

So I've been thinking this week, and somewhere down the line I got to reminiscing about the previous shows I've done. And during this little journey down memory lane, I came to three conclusions- 1) That there isn't a year that I haven't done at LEAST 2 shows since I was in 3rd grade. Basically there are few times in my life that I can look back on and say "Hey I wasn't in a musical/play/ballet then..." and I don't mind that in the least bit. I guess that goes to show just how much I love what I do. I mean hey, in what other pastime do you get the chance to do things like get adopted, die, get married four times, poison people, be a villain, move to a new city, or play a mythical dragon and a baby duck- all the while having the chance burst into song at random intervals?!? 2) If I went back in time, chances are, I could do a much better job with some of the roles I've had in previous productions if I had the chance. Life experience is a key part to being able to relate to a role. And lets be honest- what 8th grader can relate to the troubles of Tzeitel, a jewish girl who only wants to marry the guy she loves, and not the man the matchmaker picked for her? I know I couldn't. Or what about Abby Brewster, old yet dangerous murderess who is only trying to "help" those that are all alone? Again, not little 7th grade me. So, I guess I would love to go back in time and visit Abby, or Tzeitel, or even Bella Cohen again. I think maybe now I could do their personas a little more justice. And 3) Theatre is the most academic thing ever. The overflowing pool of knowledge I have gained is priceless- I can name all the counties of Iowa thanks to the Music Man. The great depression and Herbert Hoover are second nature thanks to Annie. And I will never lose the color category in "scategories" thanks to Joseph's awesome coat of many colors. Thats just naming a few of the nuggets of wisdom I've earned.

Pet Drama: Take Two!

Forever ago, I posted about my little brother and the devastating loss of his pet crab, remember? If not, go back and read it. Actually its one of my most popular posts, so you won't be wasting your time...but ANYWAY- the pet adventures continue in the Hilton house. To replace the dear departed crab, my mom promptly replaced the crab with another little critter of Jack's choosing. It just so happened, that Jack chose a newt. A little, gross, slimy, black and red newt. It's been the epitome of disgusting what with the cleaning of the aquarium and the feeding of bloodworms (yes bloodworms. Be thankful your little brother isn't obsessed with strange little animals like mine is.) But as disgusting as this newt has been, my brother has loved it. And in his defense, he has taken care of it all by himself. So anywhoo- I'm up in my room yesterday when I hear this gutbusting cry from the kitchen. I rush in and find Jack sobbing, and the aquarium....empty. From what we can gather, Jack accidentally left the top of the terrarium open, and his little newt friend seized the opportunity to escape. The newt can climb, but has never reallllly climbed before. But I guess there's a first time for everything. Our entire family promptly started a thorough search of the kitchen, but no luck. I'm not gonna lie- it was pretty funny, all of us looking for a little critter and Jack ordering us around all the while. My guess? It fell down the drain of the kitchen sink. But whatever. Long story short, Jack's newt is MIA (and probably will remain MIA forever). He was so upset. Think the crab upset x10000. Because this time it was totally his fault. But oh well- lesson learned I guess. Currently he is researching different types of lizards to buy. Lizards? Really? My house is a zoo...

Real Men are Chivalrous

The past three days I have really noticed something that I just HAVE to share here- the modern day boy has NO CLUE of the importance of chivalry in their day-to-day lives. Like really, they have zero idea. In fact, they don't even know what the word means- let me clarify it. Webster says that "Chivalry" is the sum of ideal qualifications of knighthood including generosity, courtesy, and valor. Now, thats a bit much with the whole "knighthood bit", but the base definition  is clear enough. To bad guys don't seem to see the value of it. This conversation has come up three times this week with different groups of people, and every time the guys are all like "Chivalry!?!? Whatever..." But heres the thing. All the girls I have talked to all agree- a guy earns MAJOR points in a girls mind for being chivalrous. I'm not talking crazy out-of-the way stuff either. I'm talking little stuff like letting a girl go in front during the lunch line, stacking her chair for her at the table in the cafeteria, or actually telling her that she looks nice or did a good job or whatever. And can I just say, there is nothing that is more attractive to a girl than a guy that holds the door open for her. Is that really so hard? Nope. Not in the least. You have nothing to lose, you can only gain from chivalry. In fact, guys that are chivalrous are usually considered nicer, more respectful, and "better guys" than those that are to lazy to be chivalrous. Now on the opposite side, guys that go over the top are just as bad as the guys that are unchivalrous. Girls aren't invalids after all... Just find the happy balance! And girls, accept the chivalry. I am one who likes to be independent, but accepting the gesture is half of it right there. So fellas', thats the challenge for the week- CHIVALRY! Real men are chivalrous, after all. 

Thats What Best Friends Do

My friends rock. Like really. No joke, I think I have the best friends in the world. Yup, even better than your friends... Would any of your friends just hop on over to your house on a random Monday night for a Hugh Jackman movie fest complete with ice cream and the new TV just "because"? Thats what I thought. But really though- I have been SO blessed by the people that God has placed in my life since starting high school. Looking back, I realize how easy it could have been to slip on into a new high school and not be accepted into a group of "lifers" at CCS my freshman year. But that didn't happen. Instead I got a chance to meet an eclectic yet brilliant group of people who aren't afraid to have fun or "tell you how it is." My friends are crazy, passionate, goofy, and talented in many different areas that its hard not to brag on them all the time. They listen (well...most of the time anyway.) and always offer their advice, even if its not what I want to hear. Also, with my group of friends, I am constantly under a state of peer pressure- but in a good way! We keep each other motivated and out of trouble, which is a huge plus. And of course, none of us are afraid to be spontaneous- pancake house run on a random Wednesday? No problem. Going to two movies back to back on a school night? Done. Eating a big meal at California Pizza Kitchen, then spending money on random items at South Park Mall? A must do. And late night Hugh Jackman movie viewings? Those happen all the time! But you know what the BEST thing is about my group of friends? We're not exclusive. ANYONE can hang out with us- I'm talking band members, cross country stars, theatre geeks, basketball maniacs, smarty-pants people, and basically any other stereotypical student imaginable. We are the "unplaceable clique", and we love it! Come visit us at our lunch table(s) and find out!... This was a tad random. But then again, so was our movie party. And those kind of things are what make life exciting. So, have a very random and exciting day! I know I will. 

Along the Way

I don't really know where to begin...it was a weird weekend. Lots happened, lots didn't happen, lots of surprises... just lots of life. It was a bit of overload if you ask me. But I suppose its just stuff you have to deal with along the way-Like I mentioned earlier, this past Saturday, we finished our little run of shows. Along the way, I had a severe allergic reaction to something (still don't know what) and had all the "drama mammas" all over me freaking out. Thankfully it wasn't too severe, and I was able to finish the final show. Thank goodness. But more important than my mini medical emergency, along the way I realized several things through the course of the weekend. First, its stupid to care or be concerned about what someone is thinking of you when it comes to performing. What you have to remember is that the important audience is God, and as long as he's in the audience you have a fan! So the main thing is to have fun with it, not get all self conscious over who might be sitting right in front of you as you sing about "bravery, brawn, brains, and attitude". Second, I realized that along the way, unexpected surprises may pop in at any given second. Its up to you to make the best of them... Third, along the way there will be rainy days. But a wise friend once wrote in my yearbook "you can't appreciate the sunshine without the rain". She was so very right. Cheesy, but right. Fourth, along the way, some things never change. As much as you want them to, they just don't. But no sense getting disappointed over it when deep down you knew they wouldn't anyway. And finally, I realized that along the way, you have to let it go. Because the fact of the matter is, that as much as you wish things would be different, reality has other ideas. And as much as it hurts, moving along your own way is better than waiting in the "land of what might have been." Living is far more important and worthwhile than stewing over what happened months ago. Moreover, along the way, new adventures arise- like college! The big college fair was yesterday, and it was overwhelming/frightening/exciting/crazy all at the same time! It has all us CCS juniors looking to the future, which is an interesting prospect to say the least....deep? It kinda is. But then again, that was the weekend I had. It was a lot to take in, thats for sure. But I guess, thats just what the Lord is teaching me along the way.

Survival of the Fittest

Whew! I feel like I've been running a never ending marathon this week!!! What with going to endless rehearsals, cramming memorization sessions, and completing the never ending mountain of homework, I've hardly had time to stop and catch my breath. But I made it! Our shows opened last night, and from the accolades received today from the student body, it seems like our team pulled it off. Thanks for all of those that thought of our group this week. Act I was pretty stressful, and we all had our share of meltdown moments.We're talking crying, bad attitudes, sickness, and all types of other mishaps. But in the long run, the hard work paid off when we were able to put on a good first performance last night. Mulan was better than it had ever been, and 12th Night ran smoothly as well. And they can only get better from here....in a month when we go to competition, they will be a force to be reckoned with, let me tell you! Anyway, we have two shows tomorrow, so I've gotta busy Saturday ahead. Can't wait...and one last thing- HAPPY OCTOBER!!!!

Prayer Please

Hello! Just wanted to take a minute of your reading time today and ask for a big favor. If you read my previous post, you know that this week is "show week" for CCS's Act I drama team. On Thursday night at 7, our team of high school students will open the fine arts season performing "Twelfth Night" and "Mulan: The Musical" for an audience in the school's gymnasium. Having been a part of Act I for 2 years now, I know all to well of the stress/fear/all around insanity that comes with the average show week. Its always interesting, to say the least...this year its even more intense though, because due to scheduling conflicts, our wonderful team is a week behind where we should be in regards to rehearsals. After a 9:00 to 6:30 rehearsal day yesterday, that fact was all to real- lines were dropped, blocking was messy, and the songs were off. Add costumes and sets...you have a bit of a mess. Now if there is anything I have realized, its that this kind of thing can come together at the LAST second and go off without a hitch. Even so, if you could be praying for our Act I team this week, it would be so appreciated. I strongly believe in the power of prayer- so every little bit helps!!! A couple of specifics: Pray for health! We have several kids that are under the weather right now. And from personal experience, there is nothing worse than having to perform when not feeling up to snuff...Also, pray for clarity, patience and calm of both the cast and the directors this week. Tensions tend to get a tad high at times. Lastly, pray for the 'newbies' on the team. We have a TON of them this year, and this week can alway be a bit hard for people who aren't used to it....Anyway, be thinking of us this week as we prepare to open. Act 1 will be at school every day this week till 10 pm rehearsing etc. to prepare. In the long run, this is all in preparation for competition in October. Being the only Christian school that goes, our team has a HUGE ministry opportunity through that weekend of competition. And thats what we're all about, which is why prayer is essential. Thanks in advance for your encouragement. And I'll try to keep you all updated as the week goes on! 

Thoughts of an Exhausted Blogger

Well, I just read through my post from last night...talk about some word vomit! Sorry for putting you readers through that scatter brained mess. What can I say, I was delirious from lack of sleep thanks to the past two weeks. And sorry to inform, but I'm not gonna be catching up on sleep anytime soon. Because, believe it or not, its "Show Week" for Act I. Crazy, I know. We're talking about midnight, every night, and then early mornings to top it off. Homework and school continue, even though these shows turn into a full time job for all those lucky enough to be involved.   And this time next week, we will have just completed a show- and this morning, we weren't even halfway blocked through one of our one acts. We are totally unprepared. This should be fun... 

Mind The Gap

Windy Gap never ceases to surprise, thats for sure. I've been to Windy Gap  for six years now with school, and I have come to realize that there isn't any way to know what exactly you'll wind up dealing with while at the retreat. I've pretty much seen it all at "the gap"- from Polly trying to beat the Windy Gap record for most rides on the zip line in an afternoon (she got to 46. The record was 52), to a girl getting third degree burns from spilling hot coca on herself, to even staying up until 4:45 am watching Lord of the Rings in the County seat with all of our 8th grade class several years ago. Yes, Windy Gap is full of crazyness, and this year was no exception. From the start, this particular trip was a bit different what with it being AFTER homecoming. Usually, high school Windy Gap is full of the whole "whose  asking who to the dance???" drama. I thought with the dance being before Windy Gap this year, the drama would be at a minimum...yeah. Not so much. I'm pretty sure that there was MORE drama with it being after the dance, what with the class competitions coming to a close, and dance fiascos that had yet to be settled. It was sad, because this drama caused distraction to the main purpose of going, which was to be rejuvenated spiritually. Not to mention, the wether was odd- rain, and cold one day, then hotness the next. It was a rollercoaster trip all around I suppose. But it went right along with one of the main ideas of Pastor Marcy's points about the world we live in today. Using movies, Pastor Marcy illustrated the chaos of the world, and how humans struggle with various challenges like the search for a purpose, the  need for an identity, and the desire to be free from the shackles that bind us. He stressed that Christians need to know their "pressure points" (or what makes a person loose their footing, and turn back on their path towards Christ), that humans need to embrace and pursue the destiny God planned, and the importance of people accepting the freedom that Jesus provides. My very favorite quote of the week was said during the "7 Pounds" sermon- He said "Christianity is not the story of bad people becoming good, its about bound people becoming free." So many times the church hears of stories about people becoming a Christian, and now "they're a good person." This sermon really emphasized that its not about becoming a good person, but a free person. Needless to say, I LOVED the spiritual part of this years W.G. especially since it stressed the chaotic, just like the crazyness of the rest of the trip. God's timing, I guess. Anyway, I'm home now, and I'm so very worn out! But thats ok. I'm vegging out in front of our GIGANTIC brand new tv. I know. Its insane. I'm still waiting for a pig to fly by the window on that one, since we have NEVER gotten anything like this. Blue ray, DVR, flatscreen...I think I'm more excited about the idea of getting one than the actual TV itself. So, Windy Gap, super sermons, flatscreen Tv- who could ask for anything more? 

Taking Over

This weekend was literally insane- Literally had a million things going on. But it was all great fun. Starting with homecoming: This past week was epic, with the juniors whooping the seniors in powderpuff (THATS RIGHT!), putting together a "killer" room designed around the board game Clue that was actually playable, dressing up on video game day as one of the two Ice Climbers with Maddison, and losing our homecoming football game (but only by 1 touchdown. At least it wasn't a massacre). And it wouldn't be homecoming without the annual dance. This yeah, it was held at the Design Center downtown, which was absolutely beautiful! The dance itself was....well just a dance. It was a blast to dress up and go groove to crappy music, but nothing super exciting. The one thing that was funny though was that there were at LEAST 12 sets of dress repeats. I don't think I've heard the phrase "I can't believe she's wearing the same dress as me!!!" More times in my life. It was pretty hilarious. But don't worry. Polly and I both did not have this tragedy occur....Anyway, like I said, homecoming was epic....But that doesn't even BEGIN to describe the pure amazingness that was "Student Takeover" this morning. All the waiting, and getting excited finally came to fruition this morning, as Elevation celebrated its students with a fierce set of worship tunes and  a brilliant message. It was challenging and encouraging....*sigh. It was just great. The sermon covered four core questions that every Christian should ask themselves. 1. Whats In your hand? 2. Am I trying to win the approval of men or God? 3. How can a young mand keep his way pure? and 4. Who do you say I am?....curious. You should be. Watch the entire sermon at www.elevationchurch.org and be challenged. You WILL NOT regret it. Anyway, talk about an awesome capper to homecoming week. I just got back from small group and am now gearing up for windy gap this week!!! My, how I am blessed! 

The Gift of Wisdom

Isn't God amazing? I know that may seem like the most arbitrary comment to make, But I just thought I'd say it anyway. I just love it how God plants people into your lives that can give you wisdom when you need it. It seems like I've been surrounded by that- from my small group leader, my awesome church and pastor, my friends, and then also my parents. And speaking of parents-  you know how your parents are always telling you, as they lecture you for hours, "You'll thank me for this one day!". Why not thank them now? Sure, sometimes what they say hurts or is annoying, but it does help. Take today for instance- my mom slipped this verse to me.  And of course, it was EXACTLY what I needed to hear. So major kudos to you mom. Even though I don't always act like it or say it, your the best. Really. Anyway, it was so uplifting, I thought I'd share it- "I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, an I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do EVERYTHING through Him who gives me strength. (Phil. 4:11-13). Isn't that encouraging? I, being the impatient human that I am, thought so. And heres the thing. This wisdom is great, but no, it doesn't allow for all my frustrations and problems to be solved right off the bat. But that wisdom did remind me that there is a lesson to be learned about patience and contentment here. And any chance to grow is a good one. May not be the funnest thing in the world, but, like I said, its all good. So anyway...In other news, this week is insane!!!! Homecoming, dance, powderpuff, sprit dress days...and STUDENT TAKEOVER. All are under way right now! Talk about some jam packed fun-ness. Today was already a hit with Maddison's, Polly's , and my brilliant tacky day getups. Pictures should be up on facebook soon. Get excited. I know I am. 

For Your Consideration...

Ok. I know I make quite a few lists on this blog, but what can I say? Its the best way to cover a large amount of my thoughts at once! So here it is- Claire Hilton's....

"RECENT FINDINGS":

1. Surprise 1: That I actually miss work at the snack bar. And I've only been done for a day.

2. Surprise 2: That I got a 107 on a math quiz. 1-0-7!!!! 

3. Snack: Tropical Paradise Starbursts...mmm. Still thinking about them. 

3. Book(s): The Luxe series. 

4. Excitement: THE  UPRISING!

5. Frustration 1: Homework. 

6. Frustration 2: school pictures (or lack there of today). 

7. Practice: Act one's fall shows- Mulan and Twelfth Night

8. Broken Gadget: Ipod.

9. Awesome Gadget: My new MacBook.

10. Movie: Paper Heart ( I wanna see it so bad!!!)

11. Weather: Perfect. 

12. Overreaction: Swine Flu.

13. Fear: Swine Flu.

14. Funniest Illness Name Ever: Swine Flu.

15. Thing I MUST Do: Make a wall of awesome. 

16. Thing That Made My Day: The "Sorry I Suck at Life" Card. 

17. Question: What should I dress up as on video game character day?

18. TV Show(s): Glee. Project Runway. 

19. Current Pastime: Procrastinating thanks to blogspot

20. Advice: The darkest skies always have the brightest stars...

Just Get Up and Dance!

Today I started another adventure- I, Claire Hilton, have officially returned to dance. Crazy, I know. Lets just add another thing to the pile of what all's going on in my life at the moment. But really, this is a good thing to add. 2-3 classes a week (as of right now) is totally manageable. Hopefully I'll add tap and jazz when I find a good class to take. Anyway, I had my first day back today after a 2 1/2 year hiatus from ballet. I didn't realize how very much I had missed it until I put on my tights, leotard, and slippers this morning. And once I was in class, it just got even better. Its a small class, full of some of my old friends from the studio. Of course there was that whole awkward "Dang it! I totally forgot how to do this, and have no clue what the heck a 'rand de jamb' is...etc" that comes with jumping right back into something you haven't done in a long time. But the good thing was that my technique is still pretty solid. I mean, there wasn't anything presented that I couldn't do, or at least attempt to do correctly. It'll take a while for me to get back to where I was with dance, but I'll get there. For today, I was just happy to go and sorta "detox". Dance is all about emotion and story, and this week was full of both for Claire Hilton. So having a creative outlet to pour all the pent up mess into was such a help, not to mention challenging. As I'm sitting here typing this, I can already feel the muscles in my legs protesting to the stretching they received this morning. After all, its been 2 1/2 years since they've been pushed and controlled to do some classical dancing. But its the good kind of sore. The "alive" soreness you can only earn from a good ballet class. 

"Wake Me Up, When September Ends..."

Fall is here. Get Excited....you can feel it- in the air in the mornings, with the breeze, and since carmel apple cider suddenly sounds like it will hit the spot out of nowhere. And of course, football has gotten rolling. Currently, my dad is off watching the S.C. Gamecocks on T.V. Dear Lord, please let them win at least a few games this year...But anyway, I love the fall. The leaves, the chill, and even Halloween (and yes I do celebrate it, and will continue to dress up till I'm 90. Sue me.)  Its just so refreshing. Thus far, thats the only good thing about September. Yeah, this week hasn't gotten any better since my last post. In fact, its gotten a tad worse. The allergies decided to kick in, which makes breathing miserable. And since thats sorta essential to life, I've been having a bit of an issue. Also, I think everyone is feelin' the September blues. Everyone seems edgy, or angry, or whatever. And a chick like me doesn't function well with all the hostility. Just not my style. So, its really no fun when you are hardly able to live because of your breathing issues, and you have people yelling or griping at you. Sorry. I don't usually complain, but really? Lets be civilized to each oter, please. I'm trying, so you should too! But ah well, maybe its just one of those weeks. At least I have good things like small group, and dance on saturday to get me through. For as the Beatles say "I get by with a little help from my friends." And with my friends by my side, I will survive the last day of the school week tomorrow!!! Just watch me. 

Ch-Ch-Changes!

My, My- what an interesting past week its been. You know those times in your life when you feel like your moving so fast that you can't even stop and catch your breath? Yeah, I'm pretty much at one of those times right about now. It seems to me that everything is either starting, or ending, or switching up all of the sudden. Which, isn't necessarily a bad thing I suppose. It just is what it is. Here's what I'm talking about:

-Afternoon rehearsals are already in full swing for the Act One fall shows. I literally JUST got done with a show, and now BOOM! Here come two more! Which isn't bad, since I enjoy the wonderful thing that is theatre. Its just a tad bit overwhelming, what with school just starting and all that jazz.

-Windy Gap and Homecoming were switched this year. That means that in less than 20 days the festivities begin. Which leaves much to do about the rooms, and powderpuff etc...

-Another thing just starting at Elevation Church this week was 'The Uprising" (insert Maddison's loud voice here). Long story short, its the start of a student revolution in the city of Charlotte, and I'm in on it early! Theres going to be an event later this month that I'm super excited about, thats geared towards students. As always, we're gonna do it up right, and to God be the glory! Thats one change that I really am pumped about. I'll keep you updated with deets.

-I'm starting dance again. Crazy, I know. Because, lets face it- I don't have time for that. But I know that it would be really good for me to get back into the swing before college auditions come around....college. Weird-ness.

-I finally finished watching all 10 seasons of "Friends". I know thats stupid to write about, but even so. For two years now, I've been enjoying the "lives" of the 6 characters that I feel like I know, and now its over. The worst part was that I didn't even have any tropical starbursts (aka. heaven, making them the ultimate comfort food ever) to eat when it was over. I guess I'll just have to start re-watchin'! 

...anyway, thats just naming a few of the items that I've begun to juggle this past week. I can tell that this year is going to be a learning process; I guess thats a good thing. But for now, this naturally cheery optimist is feeling a tad down and out. But hopefully, that too will change soon. 

"I've Got the Power!"

Question: What do you get when you cross a power line or two, thus resulting in a school wide power outage at Charlotte Christian? Answer:  No School! Thats right. Due to a severe power surge, Charlotte Christian had to shut its doors to students on Monday. I mean you just CAN'T survive in this day and age without internet/smart boards/ air conditioning, now can you? So the administration had to call off our classes. And you would have thought that Christmas had come early the way everyone was cheering when they made the announcement. Only Mr. Fair was disappointed, reminding all of us that we would be making up this day sooner or later!" But no one cared. Everybody was to busy signing out and gearing up for an impromptu day off. And so I, along with all the pubic school kids, enjoyed the "final day of summer". Polly and I signed out, and then headed to our now-not-so-spontaneous spot, The Pancake House, to enjoy an amazing breakfast. Then we went to the mall to shop for homecoming dresses. We ran into half of the high school while there, too. My afternoon was spent with a group of friends at the movies seeing "500 Days of Summer." I thought it was a brilliant film. Bittersweet fun, i would say. Most of the group disagreed with me ( they thought it was to sad), but whatever. I recommend any movie buff go see it for the high acting caliber and cinematographic creativity.  But like I said, most of my friends didn't like it. So to cheer them up, we got ice cream. The rest of the day was a whirlwind of more shopping ( I got a dress by the way...), work at the pool, and a Friends marathon in the evening to cap off the day. Talk about a randomly fantastic day. But thats not even the best part. At school today, we found out that the power did end up coming back on....15 minutes after we had been dismissed. :) 

Its A Mall World After All

You know what's weird? Walking through a mall when its closed. On Sundays, South Park Mall closes at 6:00, but the department stores stay open until 7:00. Since Polly and I have been out of the country for two weeks, we thought it would be a good idea to go shopping to get some school clothes tonight. So, after I got off snack bar duty, we were off to the mall. Thats how I got to experience "after hours South Park". In trying to get from Belk to Macy's, we had to walk through a practically deserted mall. There were a few people here and there (walking from one big store to another like us), and a janitor mopping the tile beside the fountain, but aside from that, all was still. The lights were dimmed, or off depending on the portion of the hallway, and all the stores were vacant. There was no "mall music" filtering through the sound system, no attendants asking you to try their perfume, no crazy teenagers eating an Annie's pretzel. It was quiet. And it got me thinking. Without the people and the hubub, all that stuff in the store windows was just...stuff. Suddenly, without the glimmering lights, and the "oh you have to get it!"s from store attendants, that $400 purse didn't look so grand sitting by itself in a window. It just made me think about the extreme materialism that our world has fallen into today. People today seem to add an extra emphasis on whatever is "in", no matter what the price. Everyone is a victim of it- look at me. I am currently writing this post from my amazing brand spankin' new mac book. Hypocritical? Probably. I mean, don't get me wrong- pretty clothes and new computers are always fun...every once in a while. But when you just HAVE to have the newest thing all the time? Thats when theres a problem. And its not like that one thing will make you happy- a pair of lucky brand jeans can't solve your problems, as much as the store clerk would beg to disagree. Thats all I'm saying.  I didn't mean this post to be all deep or serious, but oh well. Just my ponderings. If you have a chance, you should walk through the mall at night some time. All this thinking of mine aside, it is pretty neat. Plus its a unique time to window shop- you don't even have the temptation to go in and buy stuff! 

There and Back Again

Adjusting back to "normal life" has been an adventure in itself this week. Yes, thats right- its been a week since I was over in blustery Scotland singing my heart out and eating chocolate eclairs. My, my, it seems like forever ago. What with school starting up the day I got back, heading back to work, and starting with our one act shows all this week, its been hectic to say the least. I went from vacation to AP homework in twenty four hours flat. And the whole jet lag thing has been just plain irritating. It messed up my eating patterns, and more annoyingly my sleep patterns. I think its been worse coming back than it was going over. I'm still not entirely back to normal yet. With all the homework that school has piled on I'm still not caught up on my sleep. Although, its still good to be home. Sure I miss a ton of stuff about our trip- like getting to see all my awesome cast mates 24/7, or bursting out in song randomly. But thats ok. Like I said, I've had plenty to preoccupy myself with this week. And as far as the first week of school goes, it was pretty ok. I can tell its gonna be a hard year class wise, but not impossible. And it was so nice to see everyone again. Thats always fun to me. And speaking of fun, the first season football game was last night. It was a blast. CCS owned, of course, and it was fabulous getting to hang out with everyone and cheer on the team. Talk about a great way to kick off the first weekend of the year...but on a not so great note- the swine flu has reared its head at our school. Week 1 and we already have a 6th grader out from it. Talk about a nightmare. The only funny thing about it was that as soon as it was diagnosed, all us Scotland kids got called to the nurse to get checked. They thought we were "carriers" or whatever since we had been overseas. Of course, none of us are infected. But the rest of the afternoon we were treated like we were contaminated. Its like "Welcome back, you sickies, you." Personally, I thought it was hilarious...So, thats my week at a glance. Next week the public school kids go to school. Back to the traffic filled, scrambling mornings of a school year. Hello Junior year, nice to meet you.